one and only for life.

Friday, November 25, 2011

25thNov2011

Hello!
IM SO BORED.
Text-ing boy :D Miss him lots too ><
Haiz, doubt he will stay overnight on the second day :(
counting down,3 more days to chalet and 4 more days :(
I miss boy :(

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

23rdNov2011

Im holding on to you, hoping that you will do the same.
Went out at 725 in the morning for cca ><
after that claudia, brit and i went lunch at kfc, damn squeezy ><
Went boy house afterwards, haha we went overshot, :P
Help boy bought strepsils. :D
Still sick, and walked in the rain :(

Monday, November 21, 2011

21Nov2011

21112011, nightmare.
fuckmylife with all the things that happen to my friendship. seriously, what have I done to cause all these?
Thought we are friends, i choose to believe you guys that you are not faking infront of me, telling me that you didnt talk behind my back trusting that those which I heard from others isnt a truth.
But I realised, now Im wrong.
Wrong in trusting you guys so much.
after today, I had fully understand.
Cause afterall, Im the outsider among us.
Feel like crying after drinking breezer, but I hold on..
cause i made a promised that i'll never cry infront of anyone.
All I want is a world without people backstabbing,guess that will never happen.
If your want even number go ahead, or maybe to you guys, im not even present through out.

Friday, November 18, 2011

18thNov2011

Yeah so this is today, had co and unexpected things happened. i controlled my tears,idw to show. haiz fml.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

13thNov2011


Got this photo fromm N.J.C(human)(Y)

Back from Cambodia! Like finally, but kindof miss Cambodia!
Sat with boy all along the 5 days bus Journey, boy took care of me when im sick on the 3rd night, thanks boy, iloveyou. same as what i did cause the next day he sick,
gave boy back his thermometer, and accompany till he sleep.


But boy, my heart still feel insecure, cause i got a feeling that you are hiding something from me. The girl that i told you that day really make me jealous when both of you txt. sorry boy, idw to suspect or what, its like you will nvr know what will happen if she say she love you. im worry, cause idw to lose you.

Post more the next day now no mood.