27thDec2011

Few more days to the real end of 2011. Time really fly fast, faster than I thought..

Let's recap on things happened in 2011! :)
After so many months of struggle, I finally let go of 1year7months.
JSSCO SYF'201, got a sliver this year, but we will work hard to achieve the goal we want :)
During June holidays, he suddenly talk to me..
Stress with exams,exams and EXAMS!
Holiday!:D
CAMBODIA TRIP! 5D4N A trip with the whole class! :D
Went Halloween at Sentosa, with cute people! Did things..extremely extravagantly.
Had class chalet! Though it didn't turn out the way I thought it will be, but I'm still feel contented at that time.
Trying to forget a lot of things when I finally know the truth
Went USS with cute people!
Had christmas celebration at Xinghui place with other 6 cute people!
Went 6C'08 class outing, though a lot didn't turn up but we had fun :)
Clique chalet, walk in the park alone, was actually quite scary >< watch chipmunks too :P

Tonight, I have the courage to say, that I miss you, I really do..but I'm no longer doing things that will hurt myself..I should have know this ending that is predicted. Since Cambodia trip,, I should have know..hoping that now its not too late for me to realise.. The true you.
The past 6months,getting closer and closer each day, feel the importance.. But nothing will ever happen. I don't want...anymore.

May 2011 be the year where my sorrow will end, and happiness begin with 2012 :)

15thDec2011

On my way to EastCoastPark with 6C'08! Woohoo! Around 3 years never meet up! Gosh! Hope the rain will stop ASAP! ><

All I want now, is forget you...

9thDec2011

Wondering why I'm still sad when I know you are not gonna be mine. All I ever wanted is just a simple life. Is so hard. Yeah, you might me feel like im stupid and expected that you would love her back. As expected. Really.

25thNov2011

Hello!
IM SO BORED.
Text-ing boy :D Miss him lots too ><
Haiz, doubt he will stay overnight on the second day :(
counting down,3 more days to chalet and 4 more days :(
I miss boy :(

23rdNov2011

Im holding on to you, hoping that you will do the same.
Went out at 725 in the morning for cca ><
after that claudia, brit and i went lunch at kfc, damn squeezy ><
Went boy house afterwards, haha we went overshot, :P
Help boy bought strepsils. :D
Still sick, and walked in the rain :(

21Nov2011

21112011, nightmare.
fuckmylife with all the things that happen to my friendship. seriously, what have I done to cause all these?
Thought we are friends, i choose to believe you guys that you are not faking infront of me, telling me that you didnt talk behind my back trusting that those which I heard from others isnt a truth.
But I realised, now Im wrong.
Wrong in trusting you guys so much.
after today, I had fully understand.
Cause afterall, Im the outsider among us.
Feel like crying after drinking breezer, but I hold on..
cause i made a promised that i'll never cry infront of anyone.
All I want is a world without people backstabbing,guess that will never happen.
If your want even number go ahead, or maybe to you guys, im not even present through out.

18thNov2011

Yeah so this is today, had co and unexpected things happened. i controlled my tears,idw to show. haiz fml.

13thNov2011

Got this photo fromm N.J.C(human)(Y)

Back from Cambodia! Like finally, but kindof miss Cambodia!
Sat with boy all along the 5 days bus Journey, boy took care of me when im sick on the 3rd night, thanks boy, iloveyou. same as what i did cause the next day he sick,
gave boy back his thermometer, and accompany till he sleep.


But boy, my heart still feel insecure, cause i got a feeling that you are hiding something from me. The girl that i told you that day really make me jealous when both of you txt. sorry boy, idw to suspect or what, its like you will nvr know what will happen if she say she love you. im worry, cause idw to lose you.

Post more the next day now no mood.

29thOct2011

JUST Came back from Sentosa Halloween (SPOOKTACULAR)
In total of 9 people went tgt!Its kindof scary but its kindof fun too XP
scared and cold too. photos were uploaded on fb! TIRED MAX GOSH

25thOct2011

Sorry for not updating my blog alright,recently its super duper stress period of time for me, got to learn how to conduct before thurs, man this is tough. afterall, im the one who is going to worry this and tht. damm it.

Babyboy,
finally, I've told you what I want to say and hope that every word you said to me are the truth.Believe it or not, my feelings never fade for you.
no matter what happen, I love you. Hope nothing really happen.

18thOct2011

Today, worse day ever.
Got back results and its like cmihope can advance to sec 4then by then seriously no time to waste anymore. Its another year to GCE'N' sianz.
Skali got difficulty promoting to sec 4, planning about cambodia

Babyboy,
Think you score well this time, takecare if im not the same class as you k, at least, she is there.
but even if im somewhere else, i will never leave you. No matter where the both of us, hope we stay strong.
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13Oct2011

The weather is damm cold.
Miss him, didnt text much recently.
Today last paper le, hope he wont think soo much.
So tired. After paper i shall go home and sleep.
ytd tio desiao. Sianz. T.T
F&N last paper!! jiayous

End paper le! Yay

11thOct2011

Yay! 3 more paper to go! :D
Looking forward for holiday :P
today went superbowl and ate mac. Hmm. Maybe i will win a macbook. Hehes.
Tmr science paper 1 &2 together with maths paper . God~ save me man. Hope i wont retain hehes :P
Babyboy,
dont think too much k. You know im worry about you and you also know that i'll be here for you no matter what happen.

3rdOct2011

Guess there isn't much readers reading hahaahaha.
still down with flu and cough.
started to miss him although went jp together,Thanks for accompanying me just now alright,
hope tmr mt paper isn't difficult.
realizing time passes so quickly, just a blink, I'm 15 and my EOY starts tmr!
Time don't wait for you and it chase after you when you want it to slow down!
Far from pressure will make us relax, but far from pressure will make us slack~
How about trying a new life filled with pressure?
for the next 2 years my life would might be like that I guess.
after so long, I've never felt so awake in my life. gosh. tmr gonna wake up early.
No more cab alright, its either i will reach there on time or i will be late!
Life is so short, although I'm just 15. But who will know what will happen at the very next second?
Myself, clear goal.
Studies, not doing well.
Friends,I know they really love me.
Family, Holding on to me and prevent me from falling down.
Love, there is a he, but is he the predestinated one?

3rdOctober2011,
A date that I will never forget, not because anything but your birthday.
although it seems like I doesn't care anymore, but I actually do.
being a friend is hard, its harder when I'm always hiding my feelings to you.
Once, I felt that. 'Yes, that's the guy I'm looking for' after all it seems stupid.
Date were meaningful if you know its importance.
14/2 is important because you were once the only guy I wished for.
20/4 is important because that's, my first SYF without you guiding me all along.
25/4 is important to me, not only because its my birthday but the day you broke my heart.
6/8 is important to me, as it helped me to realize that my feelings never change even when I'm close with other guys.
Every Sat- SUGARCANE & photo taking(neverfail unless never meet)
Every words,Every laughter and Every tears with you, I'll never forget.
You have already moved on to make new chapters,
yet I'm still stay rooted to the ground.
I'm making my new chapter very soon.
Hopefully things will not repeat again.
Thanks for teaching me to be who I am right now.
Forever family,Forever friends. Happy Birthday.

Babyboy,
saw her today together with ya, and you told me things about the both of you.
thanks for admitting that you still like her.I'll do my very best to let you know, you are still the best. shall go out after exams, although not the first time out but I will still look forward to it alright ^^
I'll and I'm holding on to what we have together.
I won't let it slip off from my hands.
Busy week ahead!
After two weeks, we have to start to plan for Cambodia!
Looking forward with ya! :D

Byee readers!

2ndOct2011

Had steamboat with fang,Kailin,guanfeng,roy,jason,zhewei,darren.O,glenn,stanley and nicole at keiyuan's place!
IT'sFUN!
text all along,almost cried but didnt alright.
slight headache this morning.
coughing throughout the night.

Babyboy,
HI, dont forget what you promised me alright ^^
looking forward after exams! :P

30thSept2011

EOY is around the corner!!
thinking of how to pass man. world is changing and I'm sick.
but my love to you will never change. when if you were close to her,even when you tell me that you only treat her like a sister, but i don't think she treat you the same way as you did. Maybe she had fallen for you, just that you didn't realized. When things is happening that way, my heart was already shattered into small pieces of glass,and hard to amend. You are the one that pulled me through the previous mess of the thunderstorm. Forever♥

19thSept2011

tired day. Its just a monday but yet i need more rest! i need a break after EOY! Prawning, uss all need money leh =( and i want ipad 2! omg stress ttm. Went lunch with kailin and nicholas today ans she went off first and we walked around kiddypalace and other to look for stuff. So tired! Lets call it a day~

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14thSept2011

Didnt went school today..
Ulcer :( :(h
Did some maths problems in the morning and went visit clinic.
Sometimes i miss school, idw fail like shit for EOY. and its around the corner!
HELL NO! I DONT WANT TO RETAIN.

1E3R to pass go sec 4
English and mayb F&N,Sciences and Comb humanities OR mayb mother tongue.
TIRED.BUT i really want this to carry on.

babyboy,show me that you really care about us alright.
Dont let me be the only person there holding on. Tell me the true you and i believe you feel the same way as i do. Trust the feelings between us, that brought us closer and closer each day with all the text you had text me,
Still holding on till the day you realize it.
Forever♥

11thSep2011

Bought Earpiece today! AHAHAHAHAHa
FINALLY I BOUGHT A EARPIECE!
Went Grandma's place today text dar along the way there! ^^
MY COUSINS ARE 5 YEARS OLD. MAKES ME SO OLD AFTERALL! ><
TIRED AFTERALL,I hate 5 stuff now.
1)TMR SCHOOL.HATE IT
2)EOY
3)3 Weeks to EOY
4)NOT STUDYING MUCH*
5)IHATE SCHOOL!

10thSep2011

How should I describe my day today?
Went Bugis for dinner with family at a Turkish style restaurant and ate food that are quite diff compared to sg food! the atmosphere is so diff as well!
A sudden urge that I want a IPAD 2 LOL ><
Apple products are good, just too bad that i lost my iphone. --
Mayb its my fate.

Even if the WORLD IS CHANGING~
My feelings will never change,you. <3

9thSep2011

Hey world.
Back with constant posting!
Think that he is busy with his stuff bah, never text since ytd till now. sad to say, i miss him, i really do.
Meeting Xinghui Very soon!! <3
Will upload all photos at one shot tonight! ^^
Time to prepare ByeByeeee~

8th September 2011

So fast and year ends coming.
missing my previous life. Look through my first blog post here till the recent ones, realizing that RELATIONSHIP to me is a crime. But I have to say I grew alot in it too. Although ups and downs, but Im growing stronger day by day, and ofcourse understand myself more.
Friends are important in my life,and you are one of them but the moment you tweet that. we are not gonna to last this friendship. I might even not appear in ur life anymore.
Forgetting that through the thick and thins we have been through but i realize that the friendship between us is fragile. No matter what i wont comment, or even reply anymore. since its irritating to you so dont say that i pangseh you or ignore you cause you are the one who crack us apart.

24082011

Hate today eventually, but love today too :P
ytd thought that today will turn suckish but glad that you texted me :D
Today's Lesson were boring!! How I wish I could talk to you the whole day and even at night. Went Sungei Buloh with class, and walk together with him :)
He really makes me feel that Im in heaven, but things have been changing all these while. I really mean what I said to you forever <3
Make us better. :D

18 August 2011

I miss my bangs :/

Now its 12:08am and Im still awake..
Just finished some parts for my coursework, extremely tired~
Suppose to watch movie on 17/8 but last min, cancelled. But nevermind,went Jason's place to slack with a group of cute people! :D
Nearly the whole advised me not to go steady with you.boy, will you prove that you are not gonna be like what they said? Please do prove it.
If we are steady, and you two time( for people who dont understand what is two time, basically it means attached with more than 1 girl) I WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO CELEBRATE FATHER DAY! i say it i mean it. And the choice is yours! :D

24072011

Life still have to go on,
In the past, you are the one that keeps me moving.But now, Im facing a person whom wanted the girl back that badly that it breaks my heart.You face the same thing as I had face in the past, You are the one who break my heart,now your heart is broken because of her. you waited for 9 months but nothing came back, its the same as i waited for 2 years and even now im still holding on. My heart breaks whenever you fall, and now my heart is like a shattered glass that no one can ever amend,even you. even it can be place back, there's always scars and scratches that cannot be erased off.
I will never forget the memories of you and me, but will you remember at all?
How I hope time can rewind.back to the time when both of us do have feelings for each other.and i will make the change..

18072011

ITS BEEN AGES, since last post in blog.
Kindof bored with life, hahaha,hope co resume soon :D
Iloveyou.

You and I are no longer alone.

Currently on my way to school, things had been changing,
we are improving and working to our common goal,
this shows that we care for this big group of family!
I'm lucky to join you all! :)

27th March 2011

Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of girl would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most.

Trying to change the song to a female version :P
Hoping to sing this soon.
I really want to forget you but when I turn back, I just cant stop crying.

Boy, I really miss you alot. :'(

15 March 2011

Taken when omw to Vivocity :P
Today,sectional until 5 plus!
Hope Saturday will turn out better.
TMR GOING BARRAGE!
Gotta bring camera :P

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14th March 2011

Holiday is here! Yays :D
Fully Schduled during the holidays :P

13th February 2011

A total of 11 people come my house today~
Mahjong, poker and steamboat!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Had fun with them~
Too bad Xinghui nvr come :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

If u need me,I will be there, but if u choose to avoid or dont even reply me.I will withdraw.

5th February 2011,

Went relatives' house today and Went calvin house too!
Had lots of fun!:P
tmr going Victor's :)

31st January 2011

Shall update, :P
If life is filled with up and down, why will we still sad?
Afterall, be it if u are the winning or the losing party.
outcome will nvr change, learn from it and improve.
Had test last friday! scored 83/100 :(
2 marks more to a pass, haiz! need Jiayou for the retest liao!

Idk why but I will be worry about u, and I trust u more than others,I told u nearly everything about him.When Im sad, u were able to cheer me up by using ur own method. Im glad to have you in my life :)
Thanks :P

18th January 2011,

Had a long day today :(
Tired :/
Miss the girls!! especially chermaine, cause from school reopen until now, i haven go out with her :(
I want to take higer mt leh..shall ask mum to help appeal! :D

11th January 2011

I have not been posting since past 5 days!
Hmm still confuse with my feeling I guess.
Will my life change without u?
what if I nvr meet u in my life?
Will I be happier or worse?
Haiz!!

6th January 2011,

Hi, feel bored nowadays :(
other then confusing thinking & misses.

Had fun in Geog lesson today! :D
Geography - 'chai-kopi'
HAHAHAHA!

5th January 2011

A brand new year ahead!!
School reopened & class were normal, lesson starts tmr :(
I dont really like my english teacher..
but hope I can get her point.

my heart has been told that its impossible.
Once again, this word still appear in my dictionary which I dont want to.
How many time must I got to try?
Hoping for a better day. :/